I tried to mess with my own rules. Tried to violate the time I've given to myself. Tried to compromise with the seven days limit. And here I am now. Embarrassed and confused. And I already -- sorta, got used to him being around. Virtually. Which is dumb, yes I know. No need to remind me. I should've stopped last Tuesday. I should've known better than to carry on. I should've known better than having high hopes about stuff like "this". Shouldn't be letting myself get too carried away with all the tacky,corny,lame things we talked about and what he did.
I always mess things up. Intentionally or unintentionally. Maybe I'm jinxed or something. Or ,maybe, I''m just -- simply,repulsive. It's for reason like that I seldom think that I should just not try at all. Just another waste of time.
I. SHOULD.HAVE.KNOWN.BETTER !!!
and.walked.away.while.i.still.can.before.it's.too.late.
*sigh*
2 comments:
it's not too late isnt it? *fingercrossed*
haha.
I'm.not.sure.
*sigh*
but thanks,love :)
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