Hold You Own, Know Your Name....

Why do I love Jason Mraz so much? Well, aside from his adorable geeky looks, he's a great person. As in personality speaking. And also a great writer. I don't care what other people says, for me, he's one of the best song writer ever. Just next to Thom Yorke. 
His music is different and beautiful because he writes 'em from the heart. I think I can say that all of his songs has its own soul. Like, you know that he wrote them not just because he needed words to go along with the tunes. There's always going to be a message he's trying to give/share. 

 .... but look at me now....

[ The Sunshine Song ]

:) 

I haven't been world's most optimistic person. But when I listen to him, I can feel that there's still kindness in this world. And, whatever happens, it's just a phase in life that you'll eventually get through. Even sadness can be so beautiful with him. I don't know why.
There's been a lot of times when life just feels to heavy for me to carry. And when that feeling comes, all I have to do is listen to, " Details in the Fabric " or " The Remedy ". 
Life doesn't automatically become light. It became lighter. Light enough for me to be able to take my steps again. Knowing that I'll get though this time too.

Tonight, I'm in that, " Details in the Fabric " spot again. Fighting the demons in me. Telling myself, everything's going to be alright. That, " it's just a fault of faulty manufacturing. "

This may be a little bit difficult for people to understand. This weird "connection" one is having with a certain musician and his music. His words. But I'm not asking you to understand. I'm just telling you. This is why I love him to bits. And why I think he's special. 

So, tonight, I'm thanking you again for making such wonderful songs, Mister. 
You might not know what kind of affect you are giving to the people that are listening to your music. But this one girl, would like to sincerely thank you for them. 

And, of course, thank you to you too. For being there. For listening to my rambles and depressing personal life stories. How can I not be thankful for having you back in my life again? You too, have become a part in my tiny bit of optimism I got left in my life. In this world. You always have been. You're like a Jason Mraz that I can really talk to everyday. You can't sing and play the guitar tho'. But that's okay. Because you can always - ALWAYS - make me smile. More than Mraz. So -- there. WIN!
haha.
:)

PS : No, Jason. I'm not gonna be one of those crazy, psychotic, fan. I don't even know your home address. Yet. So -- don't worry.

Later, universe.

x